(Verse 1)
Fake smiles through a childrens life
If I'm considered still a child
Walking around- this neighborhood
With a basketball though I cannot ball
I just do it to relieve the stress they always caused in me because it always costed me a little drop in tears
Well that's exactly what I felt when I grew up without a father and mother
For a year until she came back from southern
The people with me back then was a brotha and uncle
Who would roll up on them s**as when they had a bad comment
Mountain view was a like a vivid view I had to view or else I would be stuck confused
In a cavern or something writing raps about TU
Nah not to you
I mean I left mountain view at the age of 11, so I guess that I'd start the melody when I reach the seventh
Grade at the age
I found your mom taking depressants, nevertheless you young girl was the best she had until you started lacking, that's when I started packing to sac and
Hopefully you became a better girl
You liked taking risks, so I hope you stayed in church
And got rid of ours sins
Yeah hopefully the lust we had got rid of your skin
Yee,.... Yee.... Yeee... Yeee..
(Verse 2)
Vmmmm vmmmm
In that all white windstar
Everything all in that windstar and Uhaul we had to live up
Emotional thoughts? no! Emotional thots
But its alright, because I had to get rid of these thots, When we moved to northern California and start my shot
I swear this like a movie with the lights shut out
When I try to sleep with that loud crowd- family members
That I would die for no doubt
We land in 6th grade, a lot of b**hes really like to see twins , Yeah that's back when
I had my hair in a flip
When I had to slip
On a n***a for the first time no kid
Then promoted out elementary
We reached twenty
Eleven Who coulda knew, that
The n***a they used to not give a f** about turn oh so relevant?
I'm feeling it, you failing it
In healing it , you're delicate
I got a dream I'm stranded but imma go up and levitate
(Verse 3)
I write this one to the ones that I met
But don't connect with yall because of this
Yall may be thinking we f**s with yall
But me and my n***as don't a**ociate with you
We eliminate the issues
We dont say bless you; go get to tissue
Fore' you get the rest sick, I'm sitting patiently waiting
To explode because I ain't popping
My exes be boppin
And I'm just worried bout my album dropping
It's just that simple dont get me wrong bruh
I'm really trapped, I'm in a cell
That's why when I come out at night I be takin it real
I know It's gon' be hard to succeed if there ain't up and downs like a hill
It's like you can't achieve a goal without having to fail
I trust and believe myself
I have dreams of me having some mills
Lil, n***a slept as a child
Now its time to make my momma proud
I know I hurt ya' when you found out
I got caught with zips at school because you wouldn't give me allowance
So I sold tree during school but I had to keep it low because i ain't really had reliance
Try to understand
I just wanted to green shine
I'm currently hiding in a dark displeasure
I'm tired of hearing n***as & b**hes, giving me these lectures
I just can't be that affectionate..
I said I can't be that affectionate...
Yee yee yee