[Intro]
A lot of people tell me...
That I've fallen off...
Well if you know me!
Then I've never fallen off...
[Verse 1]
People told me that I was weak
That'd I never be able to learn how to properly speak
Well here I am, I'm rhyming on a song
And I've been doing it what? several years long
I can't fall off, even if I tried...
And if I did so, I probably would have to die
Take a gun and shoot myself in the head...
Make my thoughts and my very existence dead
You don't know what it means to live my life... My life is trife
It ain't right, I have autism...
I can't even listen, don't know how the f** I have risen...
Through the ranks to become the best rapper alive
I don't even know how the f** I try
Cause I can't do so, cause I can't focus, can't spit the words yo...
So what the f** can I even do, how the f** can I even make myself through?
I don't know I guess you have to make it through for me
Cause I don't know how the f** to even believe
That everything is possible, therefore I achieve the impossible
I don't even know how the f** to stop, of course I just do so...
[Interlude 1]
I can't fall off!
Even if I tried!
I can't fall off!
Even if I tried!
Yeah...
[Verse 2]
Put yourself in my shoes and pay dues
You don't know what the f** I do
I try to rap, cause I love all that
Try to do other things like those games
But it's just so strange...
Can't even figure out what the f**'s going on in my brain
So I try to understand, go to a psychologist, doesn't even give a damn
Gave me a mental gift for autism and Abilify
So I might as well die on the d**
But then again, I took it off
And now I'm a thug, ready to live
Ready to give back to the community...
At hand, so I don't even give a damn
What the f** am I doing fam?
I'm just rapping fast like I did before
Because you know what the f** I got in store
I got ability, feel me...
You can't even k** me, what the f** do you got, bill me?
I don't understand what the f**, can you k** me?
No you can't, because you got the gun you shoot it at the heart
But the heart always plays the part
The brain is what functions everything...
If you k** it, then you are king
But you can't shoot for the head
I practice and I can make them dead...
In an instant, therefore I'm so persistent
With this sh**, I have sk**
I can do this sh** at will...
And you motherf**er you can't pay your own bills
[Interlude 2]
Yeah, you want me to show you what I truly got?
Yeah...
You want me to show you what I truly got?
[Verse 3]
I hate when people fell off still get the part
I don't even know how the f** I'm going to start...
Oh yeah, let's see... At Narsh
Because he doesn't even know how to have a heart
He just writes tons of sh**
Motherf**er, this ain't motherf**ing rich
I wrote Babar reviews that are better than his
Motherf** I am a little kid
But I still know how to understand, how to do this sh**
f** your f**s for not giving me a chance
I'm just going to do my motherf**ing dance
Until you recognize me...
Oh wait you motherf**ing ignore me
Because you burned your own eyes, you can't even see
How the f** can you even believe?
The truth is in front of you
You don't know how the f** to pay dues
You s** dick, you don't even know what the f** I do
I write, I produce, I rap
I do this sh** and all that
I do it all myself so all the money is mine
I said it before, you can't even find the time...
To listen to my lyrics, what the f**? can you feel this?
Can you understand how real it is?
Motherf**er you don't understand how to do this...
sh**; called rap...
Motherf**er I ain't sing, this ain't an act
I'm just doing this sh** like that
Motherf**er I ain't even black
Yet I'm still doing this sh**, no matter what...
And I can't ever stop to f**ing front...
Because I've never fallen off for sh**
And I can't fall off because I exist
So what the f** can I even do to even stop myself from persisting
Because I need to stop resisting this sh** man
My destiny is in front of me, I meant to be a rapper
Not just a closeted h*mo fapper. I'm out