(Father David:)
"Father Joseph, what's going on?
What's the matter with you?
(Father Joseph:)
"I can't stand living in this chaos anymore!"
(Father David:)
"What do you mean?"
(Father Joseph:)
"I need to confess..."
(Father David:)
"Father Joseph, just tell me what happened to you and then God will wash you sins away...
Don't worry brother. The holy church will keep this matter as a secret... I promise you..."
Legions of demons tormenting my head
Screaming and shouting in a living nightmare
Restless pain and depression
Hear me crying disturbed in
Questions
Obsessions
Preaching false confessions
I can fell the consequences of my actions
Choices come to grieve
Feeding a false belief
I'm stagnant, stiff
Violation of sacred convictions
In the name of profane blasphemy
Satisfy my secret desire
I feel my body burns in
Fire
And higher
I'm a live wire
Shadows ruling me in my black desire
Monster is my name
Deep inside insane
My life was a terrible mistake
Lost... and poor.
In the dark... so cruel
Living in disgrace... I feel
All my life... stands still
Man behind the mask
Secrets about my libertine past
Revealing behind that innocent mask
Rites of pure depravity
Of a righteous soul being dissolved in
Lechery
Carnality
Double personality
Like Jackyl and Hyde, I'm a tragic fatality
Faith left behind
What's happening to my mind?
Sick desires make me blind
Lost... and poor.
In the dark... so cruel
Living in disgrace... I feel
All my life... stands still
Lost poor dark cruel
Lost...
Sickly desires make me blind
Poor...
What's happening to my mind?
Dark...
Faith thrown onto the f**ing ground
Cruel
Where is the sacred truth?
"Kneel down before the Holy Christ and He will forgive all your sins..."