[Verse 1]
Yes, as you could prolly tell some of this was fake
Just like half of the sh** I said on Sun Ray
But that's just the type of sh** I think of when I'm up late
On but de, rushed it and it barely got one play
Sound quality s**s, song structures are f**ed
Set a dead line wasted my time exercising my lungs
Getting high, I stress rehearsing verses working em until they're drum
Tight but not tired like I am when my shifts up
Yes I'm still earning pennies working from 9 to 5
But I learned the purpose of my life now I work 9 to 9
If you know what I mean it make sense to your mind
Gotta spend it to earn it while I cleanse human kind
Not the first to work the souls I'm not concerned with dirty toes
I wanna get the flame burning in the part of you that knows
To get your brains changing, thoughts free, hearts grown
To lead the human consciousness through parts unknown
But I've thrown it into park while going 30 in the dark
And it is in those mistakes where greatness first sparks
But the flame suffocates when your third eye closes
And you lower to obsessions that you don't even notice
All these fixations hinder ability to fix hating
It isn't science fiction a solution is waiting
Even easier to obtain it than it is to explain it
But would someone do that to me because I still ain't gained it
And I claim it I don't complain when the illusion breaks
Don't know what to do, don't know what to say
All I know is it's today I'm floating in the gray
On the scale this depression is getting stale and cliché
Each day entails a step further from retail I'll prevail
And journey like I'm searching for the holy grail
Slowly, I'm going low key hoping to beat jail
No weight to details I'd hate to see me fail
Times have, are, and will change
d**h has, is, and will take
(x3)
[Verse 2]
Life five years ago, feels like yesterday
A S A P K T A, feeling like I'd never age
Though depressed, didn't think a second there's a better way of living
But this has been my fate since the beginning
I'll just follow the current go where the universe asks
Even if that's under, chewed up spit out by Lucifer's dad
The planet keeps me standing in my place and on my path
Pluto plays its part, gravity pulls this way that
Whether I reach enlightenment inside this life is no concern
Rome wasn't built in as day, how long it take to burn
When the d** wear off my freedom can return
And my control I can enroll the teachings weed made me learn
Don't wanna wait my turn but patience is a virtue even if it hurts
For every good deed I feel the need to be reimbursed
I'm not perfect but I'm certainly not the worst
Mahatma'll encourage but I gotta stay alert
Who knows if when I need a new car I get a f**ing whip
I couldn't give a sh** I'll get a gun and make her lick
Ain't that a b**h, karma continues to your thoughts
So every time I think some foul sh** it's like a loss
And I feel it, instantly it sickens me I'm cringing
Like I'm going cold turkey on addiction to tradition
Clearing a space, near days rewritten
Improved pacing action and climax that's a given
Times have, are, and will change
d**h has, is, and will take
(x2)