I'm only screaming these words
To get them off my chest
My head is filled with thoughts and feelings
I can't seem to collect
And maybe I'm being irrational
But I can't help who I am
I've been pulled apart
By the seams and sewn together by unstable hands
Now I'm stuck at a fork in the road
Wondering which way I should go
(Am I lost)
But in the back of my mind
(Or am I simply wasting time on this?)
I want to believe that I know
Don't tell me that the end is near
You know that isn't something I can stand to hear
I've got a mind of gla** and a heart of stone
But at least I've got something I can call my own
Searching for answers and losing my mind
Why can't you stay in or out of my life
Picking up pieces of what's left behind
All with the risk of you faking those lines
And now my feelings change
And they grow
And they dip
And they ebb
And they flow
I can't forgive what you've done to me
Now I'm stuck at a fork in the road
Wondering which way I should go
(Am I lost)
But in the back of my mind
(Or am I simply wasting time on this?)
I want to believe that I know
Don't tell me that the end is near
That isn't something I can stand to hear
I've got a mind of gla** and a heart of stone
But at least I've got something I can call my own (x2)
I never thought I would say this but you brought it out
Meeting you is a memory I could live without
The thought of a future with someone like you
Is probably the last thing that I would pursue