[Verse 1]
I think I'm the type to
Open all my blinds to
See the shadow and the light that comes every night and
Stare into the black just to look for some topics
Just for one to drop and pop with all my other things
Then I'd go outside my house, feel the air on my skin
Like a sharpened metal cutting out the worries from within
Leaving red traces on all of the streets that I've been to
All the walls in my city are see-through
Pity and dry glue, morning to high noon
Self-established arrogance to see who
Has dropped the most into sadness and deep blue
And it's sad to see it happen so much
Everybody's yearning for but still resisting a touch
Still I would consider myself one of them
Rose-petals on metal, now what a perfect blend
[Chorus]
This is for the people who struggle inside
Don't listen to sad music because they might cry
Or f** up their whole day, hear all the others say
Man you f**ed up, you ain't good luck
Now run away, don't forget to duck
[Verse 2]
I know I am the type to
Never open blinds to
Anything that ever happens outside of my window
Even during daylight I sit there
Another set of blinds down, so the people can't stare
Into my room, because I love the darkness
Consuming every little spot inside of my apartment
Even though I am a sunny person
Most of the time, when my head ain't hurting
About stuff that I can help and stuff that I don't
Things that I can't help and things that I won't
Cause I'm a loner even though I'm not really alone
Because my head is so stupid even when shown
That people care about me and all of my accomplishments
I still don't even know how to take a compliment
That's some stupid sh**
Why can't I make it click?
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
It's the same reason why I always stay inside of my room
Same reason why I dread the time from morning to noon
Same reason why all of my friends are leaving too soon
And I can't save face, need time to groom
Same reason why I often feel so hollow inside
Same reason why I drift into thought at night
I feel like I could be swinging from kite to kite
It still says „You're worthless“ inside of my mind
[Verse 3]
That's bullsh**, I know it
My friends are all there, and their love just shows it
Helena is helping me to heal the old wounds
That I never really recovered from, how cruel
But that's what you get when you never leave your room
But let's not go there, let's sing a different tune
With a different groove
It will be different soon
Let's hope for the best
Until then I will be bumping k** Bill
And Three Six, because I have some time to k**
Between learning to move on and learning to fight
I gotta start somewhere so why not tonight
Every fight can be fought, but not always won
And I'm scared of the thought that I could be the one
Who loses, that's why I keep running
Until I can see all the good times coming