[Intro: Bonkaz]
I ain't even going to plan this one, I'm just gonna talk
I ain't been talking much lately
Ed Sheeran style
Sometimes your loved ones don't really understand how much they're apart of your plan
Maybe they've got faith in your art, but, not in you as a person
I ain't in a position to stop right now
And with that comes a lack of communication
And with that comes a lack of understanding
Forgive me if you miss me, Forgive Me When I'm Famous
[Verse 1: Bonkaz]
Been trying to let this music go, all-nighters in the studio
Been vybing with my family, vybing with producers though
Writing all these verses, I decided that it's worth it
They've got all these hidden feelings, but I find them when they surface
I know my timing's never perfect, I'm either absent or I'm late
They hit me like 'Where you at? You in the cab or on the train?'
Either I don't text back or I text back I'm on my way
On my way to change the world, but that won't happen in a day
[Bridge: Bonkaz]
All this lonely stuff is becoming normal
And I'm blowing up, it feels so f**ing awful
Yo, I bet they think I left them all behind now
Guns and roses it's so messed up in my mind now
[Hook: Bonkaz]
I know that I've been gone
And I might be long
But forgive me when I'm famous, forgive me when I make it home
I know that I've been gone
And it might be long
But forgive me when I'm famous
Wait and see what I bring with me when I make it home
[Verse 2: Bonkaz]
Yeah, these memories don't tell no lies
If sorrows can't swim, it's me, Hennessey and myself tonight
They paint me as the selfish type, they don't understand the purpose
I ain't trying to sell the hype, either way the plan is working
Could of copped a Merc' with the second advance
But I've been busy trying to save the game like a memory card
They don't understand all this time we've been spending apart
Trying to keep this money out my mind and my friends in my heart
[Bridge: Bonkaz]
All this lonely stuff is becoming normal
And I'm blowing up, it feels so f**ing awful
Yo, I bet they think I left them all behind now
Guns and roses it's so messed up in my mind now
[Hook: Bonkaz]
I know that I've been gone
And I might be long
But forgive me when I'm famous, forgive me when I make it home
I know that I've been gone
And it might be long
But forgive me when I'm famous
Wait and see what I bring with me when I make it home
[Outro: Bonkaz]
I know that I've been gone
And I might be long
But forgive me when I'm famous, forgive me when I make it home
I know that I've been gone
And it might be long
But forgive me when I'm famous
Wait and see what I bring with me when I make it home