I was a sheltered kid, but we hit each other with bats We kept our heads in helmets while constantly swatting gnats Two feelings you can recall Grip tape against our legs And tossing orange felt balls cross-legged on carpet The truth is there was more [?] The fuzz of an uncle's arm Spilling soda in the living room There were promises It never felt like this If everyone belongs here It shouldn't feel like this There were promises It never felt like this If everyone belongs here It shouldn't feel like this The truth is we dropped it all Kept our fingers' tendons wrapped too lose above the curve And everyone saw it snap Your neighbor said it looked like something from the Twilight Zone Now we're driving two hours away With no tape player and a broken collar bone These are promises Now we'll feel like this You end up on so many pills I should hold on
They made promises Now we feel like this You end up on so many pills Is this [?] These are promises We shouldn't feel like this You end up on so many pills Does this mean nothing? Why do we keep freaking out? You kept your arms around me Trying hard not to think about What will they do without me? (Dip my arm into the lake We saw your struggle to stay calm) Why do we keep freaking out? You kept your arms around me (Dip my arm into the lake We saw your struggle to stay calm) Trying hard not to think about What will they do without me? (Dip my arm into the lake We saw your struggle to stay calm) Why do we keep freaking out? You kept your arms around me (Dip my arm into the lake We saw your struggle to stay calm) Trying hard not to think about What will they do without me? (Dip my arm into the lake We saw your struggle to stay calm)