take me on a train or send me helpless on a wave that i cant hang with
i need something new i need something i cant think i cant create
its all the same i'm in love with everything that brought me
closer to hell and closer to all that scares me in my head
so i pack all my things start tracing arrows with my brain but i just
stay oh i always stay my feet barely touch the ground i'm alive but i can't tell
throw me out of town might as well might as well
burn the whole place down might as well might as well
then i start naming names and start scratching down who i've replaced with red and brown
i'm so caught up with myself i can't see the people around who've kept me up
and held me down and filled my head with pills and crowns i can't forget
so i draw a line and start splitting names like a pesting vine
i don't carry silence in my head so easy,
free and careless like i once did now things have
never been so built up like a dam and i'm this
close to finding somewhere else to live so i don't die
silence i can't begin to tell you how much i've come to miss you where have the people
chained you and left you for dead
patience i can't begin to tell you how much i've come to miss you where have the people
chained you and left you for dead
kindness i can't begin to tell you how much i've come to miss you where have the people
chained you and left you to die alone