I was brought to my knees by our last conversation
I was calling your bluff like you'd loaded that gun with a flag
I could not stop puking platitudes
'Cause I couldn't give you up or keep yours down
I wreaked of desperation how did you stand the smell?
And I could feel the shame I buried under all my anger
This was my last chance
But God forbid I would show some understanding
I'm just scared I'll be left alone
I froze
Let the mutiny fester
Petrified like some statue walking a plank
'Cause I watched them chiseling
They carved my body out of rock
Then had the stones to ask I bend
To hear their accusations
I could not contest the fact that
So I'll toss and turn and find a way to overstate the way I feel
Because god forbid I would show some understanding i'm just scared That if you all leave
That I'll be left alone