In the cold of the night
When its hard and dark and lonely
The weight in my heart lets me know I'm not the only
Girl that struggles like me, and I'm tryin' to succeed
When the monkey on my back is makin' it hard to breath
Sometimes real is what you got
Don't be scared of what your not
Im tryin' to be
Nothing but just me
Sometimes I can't see
The forest for all the trees
I finally wake, swimmin' to the surface
Man I'm gettin' nervous, all this stress ain't worth it
I'm lookin' around I'm lost and I'm found
If I can then I will when it's time to take my big girl pill
My big girl pill gives me a thrill
Just when I thought I lost my will
It goes down harder but I lift up
I'm washing it down with a half full cup