Heavy hand, middle class Chemical in a bag All I want; love me all the time Enough is never enough I won’t talk if you pull me up And collect my blood inside a cup Spit me out or let me in A fantasy, a sedative I love the way you turn to face me Drive to my head Filled with smoke, seamless dread I don’t come to you now When you call I can’t feel it I remember the promise of a future
Could it all be in my head? Could the reaction be a godsеnd? I made my bed, I’ll lie in it I bit thе curb and all at once Vision blurs, pressure rise And then time becomes nothing Face that truth Any old you I don’t care I’ll be your “soon” A folly of youth Spit and then bend I don’t care I’ll be your friend In death and youth