Still awake on a winters day
Skies are grey and it's cold
Smoke signals from my last cigarett
Lets me know that it's finally getting old
Everybody hates me for the night before
The man you saw wasn't me
And now there's blood upon the bathroom floor
I've got a disease
Wait a while all i need is a friend
Come on stay a while won't you please understand
I'm f**ed up with nothing ahead but the end
I know that I'll never get sober
And I'm fed up with this miserable life after d**h
I know that I've taken my last breath
Memories of how it used to be
Painted thick on my walls
Cold illusions pumping thorugh my veins
Felt them there but I didn't hear them call
Washed away all my darkest fears
Shoved them down to my soul
I keep them aged like a vintage wine
I'm sure they'll come out when they're ready to go
Wait a while all i need is a friend
Come on stay a while won't you please understand
I'm f**ed up with nothing ahead but the end
I know that I'll never get sober
And I'm fed up with this miserable life after d**h
I know that I've taken
I'm f**ed up with nothing ahead but the end
I know that I'll never get sober
And I'm fed up with this miserable life after d**h
I know that I've taken my last breath