I'm so tired
of living a lie
everything I once believed in
Has turned out to be just
a fickle product of my imagination
Nothing I see is real
Who's this person I try to be
I find myself lost in the haze
Covered in shattered pieces
of an image I thought true
Broken my heart lies
'Cause nothing I followed
is actually there
Everything's a lie
Must rebuild my own fantasies
must make myself strong again
'Cause it's all been broken
to reveal a cruel charade
A tainted porcelain mask
A faceless painting hanging on the wall
A big book with no words
What have I become (x2)
CHORUS
I'm so confused
I don't know myself
I'm so sick of this
Such a small thing I can't take
and I am so confused
I don't know myself
I'm so sick of this
Such a small thing I can't taste
Mirror, shattered mirror
can I put you back together?
Will you show me what I strive to find?
Or will it be just another
Softened version of reality?
CHORUS
The food has lost it's taste
the world has lost it's colors
I'm just a bag of flesh and bones
Wandering the world
You get lost
Fall into a hole
Absolutely Blindfolded
How can you not crash
into a wall
when you can't see
the way that lies
before you
Illusion, desillusion (x2)
Desillusion
It's sad how you can
Lose sense of who you are
And become consumed by the meaninglessness
Of what goes on around
Illusion...
Illusion....