Your questions are legitimate, and you don't have to keep quiet about it just because some people get sick of it
Ignorance is often presented as the denial of doubt, building their house of cards all the way into the clouds, and though this is a structure it is not sound, and at the first wind of doctrine, it will fall to the ground
Without trouble there is no triumph, Your mind will never grow until you've first tilled the ground, so let your questions resound, let your doubt be unbound and seek some answers, I promise you, they can be found