[Verse 1]
Come and follow me
Down my history path
With all the struggles I had
From my past
People treat me differently
That they don't like my a**
I've been put through all these bull sh**
By getting s**uality hara**
I was that kid in school
Who always struggles on a**ignments
And making decent friends
With b**hes taking advantage of me
I'm out of this alignment
Why should I give a sh** bout dating
I just want to give up on trying
To write music and become famous
With a record I would start signing
Usually when I'm in school
I get weird faces
That I'm an odd mental fellow
That were these braces
Don't f**ing judge on the personality b**h
My mind is high functional
In all places
I like to get treated normal like everyone else
With no special needs
f** who raise this
All of you b**hes just want to get in my pants
Think it's easy
Go ahead and try again
And see you will be able to please me
I can't say that f**in' L word at all
It hurts
It seems like it's cheesy
Ask to hang out and have fun
f** you I'm always going to be busy
[Hook]
It feels like I'm living inside a
Broken home
With a bunch chicks
Pressuring me with their beauty
Just to bone
They say they love me
But they actually really don't
Get so annoying when they spam my number
On their phone
It feels like I'm living inside a
Broken home
They only want to try to get inside
To break my bones
Forcing me to do all the sh** they want
Like give them a loan
I just want to get up and leave
And get on my own
[Verse 2]
I use to be a follower
Maybe that's the reason
I always get tied up, they are offerers
You little b**h all you want to do
Is act all cute and get naughtier
No wonder I feel nervous around ya hoes
Put me in more sorrow gurrr
I feel like I just want to grab a f**ing knife
And be a slaughterer
I can't stand to look at any of you
You look like your predators
Your f**in' irregular
Go ahead try to catch your prey now
Do you want your cheddar
I'll chop your head off
Annihilate you in a shredder
That will make me feel
So much better
Go ahead listeners
You don't need to believe me
I'm speaking from my heart
All they do is f**in' cheat me
I feel like a f**in' victim
Go ahead and beat me
No one will ever know the full truth
Whatever f** you, deceit me
I need finally get this sh** off my chest
Why I act with all this hate
I can't date
If you use me for this trap of a bait
Lock my heart away completely closed
With a huge indestructable gate
I'm sick on this chance of rate
Of being played
I want a clean slate
[Hook]
It feels like I'm living inside a
Broken home
With a bunch chicks
Pressuring me with their beauty
Just to bone
They say they love me
But they actually really don't
Get so annoying when they spam my number
On their phone
It feels like I'm living inside a
Broken home
They only want to try to get inside
To break my bones
Forcing me to do all the sh** they want
Like give them a loan
I just want to get up and leave
And get on my own
[Verse 3]
For some odd reason I'm not angry at them
I'm pissed at myself
Man that's f**ed up
But that's how I truly felt
Just letting them in too easily
Maybe I should get my own a** delt
Let me try to change everything about me
Expect no help
f** you kate, f** you Katie
And Maisy
Pop all of your heads off
Just like a daisy
'Cause your all crazy
I'm looking for no baby
'Cause I am done with ladies
Just f**in' hate me
It's bad to be too nice
They get the wrong impression on you
Like Jesus Christ
I'm just helping you feel better
And do some right
Good deeds to make you feel like your enlight
But NO it cause drama
'Cause you just want my dick
And just want to fight
I'm sorry Alisha, Emily, Abby
And I'm truly sorry Jfuze
You were the good ones
I never meant to cause drama
Or make you feel uncomfortable
I feel like I got shot in the lungs
My biggest regression is
Pushing Jfuze away
Man what have I done
I can't believe with all this sh**
That I have brung
[Hook]
It feels like I'm living inside a
Broken home
With a bunch chicks
Pressuring me with their beauty
Just to bone
They say they love me
But they actually really don't
Get so annoying when they spam my number
On their phone
It feels like I'm living inside a
Broken home
They only want to try to get inside
To break my bones
Forcing me to do all the sh** they want
Like give them a loan
I just want to get up and leave
And get on my own