Take me apart and rea**emble
All the pieces
Be the heat that I need
When everything else freezes
I dropped my soul into a puddle on the ground
I sat and stared there was nobody else around
I picked it up, I brushed it off
It was different but the same
I held my guilt in my hands
In my heart was only shame
God made Adam
Then God made Eve
I don't think he really made her so he would f** her then leave
But don't mind me I'm just talkin out loud
Loud, all I smoke is loud
All I preach is love
All I want is peace
Please let this be enough of me
To get to you
I'm not a role model
I'm a piece of sh** and I know it
I got a gun to my head
But it's never loaded
Because I'm too much a p**y
To push the trigger I figure
That if I give it some time
I'll die of natural causes
But the last thing that I want is
To be cooped in an office
At a job that I hate
But I got to get paid
So I'm up late and I'm searching
For a vice and for a purpose
Got to give the people hope
But i can't if I feel worthless
So I'm hurtin
Cuz you're more concerned with t**n
You really like to party more than work
That says a lot about you
I try yeah I try
To make it seem like I forgot about you
But all I do is this
I think of who you're with
And if you're okay
Hope you're happy
Hope you're happy
I want you so f**ing badly
But I know that I shouldn't
Cuz you always want what you can't have
Atleast it seems so
We all have our nightmares
Only a few of us have dreams though
Hey, we can be open
Just know I was broken but now I'm back
And with a vengeance
I know that I am contingent
On a God letting me breath
That's why I wake up, brush my teeth
And put my heart up on my sleeve
Because the people need to see me when I'm weak
So I'll be strong
You mean everything to me
You're the lyrics in this song
You give it meaning
You give it tone
Everybody finished drinkin
I can't wait to make it home
Listen to my mixtape just to see how much i've grown
That sh** is crazy
Yesterday i was a baby
Not a weezy F
But i can teach you to be happy in three easy steps
Accept who you are
And what you've done and where you've been
I was soaking i was drowning in a pool of all my sins
Forgive and be forgiven
For the life that you've been livin
It's alright, take my hand
There is a land that we are promised
If you stick it out with me
I'll give you one hundred fifty percent
I'm certain
You're not the person that you want to be
I am not the person that I wanna be