How did I hold out for so long
How did I keep it all inside
Now everything I know was wrong
And everything in me has died
We used to dance amongst the stars
And dream of days and places far
To think that we once shared a heart
And swore that we would never part
But time is cruel and hearts will stray
In time this all will fade away
I count the losses, count the gain
I see myself, I shake the blame
And it's tearing me apart
Yes it's tearing me apart
God it's tearing me apart
And it's tearing me apart