[Verse 1:Manny Mackens]
Loneliness gots me nauseas
Only kid alone in the darkness
I vomit
All of whats life gots to offer
Im awkward,People hate the man and the monster
Confused if this is karma or not
I did wrong but,look at all the good I have brought them
I used to bring the sparks up
When they were down I used to bring their hearts up
Then I have found a family then I lost em
Chicago brings the drama
People are dying and cousins getting locked up
And in school,its like I'm the impostor
Don't care for what their rockin'
So its like I'm improper
Can't see myself in college
I just don't see the profit
Don't understand the logic
I wasn't born a scholar
Mama says the opposite, but why bother
So she only wants me to have fake knowledge for her astonishment
[Beat Lowers and slows]
Im demolishin'the populous
Abolishing the monuments
Stay cognizant,I'm monstrous
Preposterous
My emotions kept in a bottle
Where I have to put my co*k in it
Don't bother it
I have to shut it the f** up!
Monster will come when I conjure them
You don't want them hootin' and hollerin'
If theres lightness in the dark
Would you follow it I would cuz'
Theres more knowledge in it then all the colleges you go to
But its just....