Where have I been this long?
I must have been asleep for some time now
I can't remember the last time that
I felt the blood rushing fast through my veins
I'm in need of something
I'm in need of something real
Something here I can hold onto
Something with some substance
Give me a sense of purpose and reason
This is not how I want to use my time here;
Spent in a system I don't believe in
Do you feel like me or can you honestly convey
And say that when you were young and they
Asked you what it was you wanted the most is what you see currently in front of you now, well I don't think so
It makes it so hard to continue
But then it happened X3
But then it happened in just a blink of an eye
The motion started and the years just flew by
So many hopes and dreams rushing through my head
I thought I'd live to see them all before I give up what's left
An endless, hopeless pattern
Each moment pulls away from me and moves steadily
I am of another plane. I must expand and separate
Do you feel like me or can you honestly convey
And say that when you were young and they
Asked you what it was you wanted the most is what you see currently in front of you now, well I don't think so
It makes it so hard to continue
How has it come to this?
How should I live with this surrounding darkness?
Why have I grown so uncomfortable though I have been just in my own skin