[Verse 1:TawaIne]
I'm thinking I might walk any day and see my car gone
Plus I just paid my rent so survivals what they got me on
Playing pencil break with life and I might snap
Feel at a standstill I ain't got the right maps
Though I plan to move like U-Hauls and Ryder trucks
Walking down the sidewalk hoping that I find a buck
To at least have a dollar to my name
Yo I would do something strange but whats change gonna change
I trying to figure out which part of this living hurts more
n***as getting paid or me feeling like Im worth more
Just Over Broke so what do we really work for
Trying to find an answer but not knowing what to search for
It's similar to what N.E.R.D. was in search of
The goodlifes ahead cause this the worst cuz
Bugged by this life music plays my repelant
And voices in my head all the while they keep yelling
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Im just a nobody surrounded by some nobodies who
Trying to be somebody but most of them just dont have a clue
I go insane as Im walking through the rain
How I make it through the day sometimes I wonder, I wonder
[Verse 2:TawaIne]
Man I ain't trying to live my whole life in a suit and tie
There'll be plenty time for that, after a n***a die
I wanna rock stadiums and sign a**cheeks
Wasn't it tities? Nah that was last week
A million for my son in an off shore fund
Im sorry uncle sam but you can't tax none
The things I think about
When n***as be singled out
And done bought a toll pa** for taking the easy route
Im k**ing it so I'll glady take a charge
Just make the check out to TT Blackmon at large
Not trying to go to deep but can you dig it like a shovel
Just give me a couple months and I'll be more then worth the trouble
The booth is my sanctum or the thread that I hang from
Till I lose my mind under the bridge an insane bum
Somebody check me in, Haunted by the melody
The words start to form but the voices keep on telling me
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