Sometimes it feels like I'm always waiting
For something else to go wrong
My mind is constantly demonstrating
Just how badly I'm far gone
I wish that something would just go my way
A wish that goes unfulfilled
Without a family, stuck here flightless
For something more, I'd have k**ed
Depressing, Repressing, while life just keeps on testing
Forever, and ever, and ever, just forget it!
Hey! Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone
Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for, nothing that I can call a home
It seems I'm stuck at a disadvantage
That's lasted over a year
Whenever anything happy happens
I k** it waiting in fear
I know that something around the corner
Is going to tear down my high
At this point why should I even bother?
I can't think of one reason why I should try
It's stupid, it's crazy, these f**ers call me lazy
Just be me, and you'll see, try to fight it, can't ignite it!
Hey! Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone
Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for, nothing that I can call a home
Hey! Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone
Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for, nothing that I can call a home
Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone
Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for, nothing that I can call a home