[Verse]
Facing the signs that I'm alive
Coming out of grief wear a disguise
Been a year since grandma pa**ed
Look in my mom's eyes leave me gashed
sh** what a night, oh what a sight
Burying his pain behind Rum and Sprite
Said he would eat better, exercise
Been 12 years since he touched a bike
Cookies on the plate okay it's just a bite
Scarfing down the garbage cause it's just one night
Cusses then he's aight, covenant of plight
Bleeding on the paper, now he getting hype
Now he got a seal, clubbing with the dawgs
Give his friend a bone and now she sawing logs
Staring at the ceiling that he never knew
Pray a better coping method coming through
And he bluffing, too