[Verse 1: T-Shyne]
I remember when I started these n**gas would act retarded
I got myself some water and grew up out of that guarding
I made it to the leauge but n***as was steady garden
I started as a sixth man but now I'm James harden
I'm a rocket out the socket you n***as could never stop it
f** it I'm in the co*kpit spitting bars to get a profit
Living on my own, they say I'm too young for the throne
But f** that I'm king tut put the crown on my dome
I'm tryna make it in this rap sh** and purchase a home
Women naked and they rachet, they lettin us bone
So before I can perfect it, I always get distracted
Your life is just a fraction and n***as wanna subtract it
So what you gon' do when the bullets going though
You gon think about your fam and everybody in crew
This your last page As your life fades
When it comes to d**h any number is the right age
I know I'm young with an old soul so listen
I remember when I found out my cousin going to prison
I was up in school playing with a lazer
Read local the news and seen his name all in the paper
The first line I saw the sh** said murder
I always knew he was one to carry the burner
But that wasn't the case it was worst it was insanity
Followed his ex home and threw her date over the balcony
I'm thinkin to myself got damn where is the alchemy
Stabbed her In the neck it was sad what tragedy
She survived her date went to the sky
They had to get a teeth sample just to indentify
Who he was and now his fam saying goodbye
It was a closed casket all they could do was just cry
My cousin tried to k** himself, and leave his body lifeless
But he failed to take his own life up in rikers
He learned a lesson instead
Murder and attempted susicide you destined for hell
I'm tryna go to heaven I never needed a revernd
I know that Im a sinner but I hope that I get let in
So I can chill with the angels
A place without murder nobody using the stainless