How can I feel about an act
That I know has taken place
And my head hurts
And my vision fades
And you're moving in
Through the waves
Through the twilight sky
I caress the memory of your embrace
And I well up with hate
Like tears
And my head won't stop pounding
Your world no longer turns for me
Please let me be
Leave me to rot
Like I always wanted
Like I never wanted for you
Like you cut your wrists
With god knows who's name on your tongue
f**, I don't want this to be real
My f**ing head hurts