[Verse]
My mind is roaming through darkness again
I feel heartless again
I'm getting colder, I've turned into a monster again
Everything I write keeps getting darker, stupid pain that I jot from this pen
Nobody understands
I'm not sorry, can't forgive
In my mind, you're a pathetic, athletic jerk
And I'm a telekinetic kid with sk**, now do you get it?
There's too many things in my mind to handle all at one time
I'm walking in the darkness, but I'm just blind
From staring up at the sunshine
Admit it, you were never there for support in the first place
But now when I spit in your face, all of you act like every day is my birthday
I just feel like everyone is usin' me
I'm losin' peace, I gotta spit these bars truthfully
I use this song as an opportunity
Forget this community
Nobody noticed that I was hurt
You just ignored me and acted like I was nothing ever since birth
I was cursed for awhile
Now that I'm free, I can roam wildly on the right beat
Now all of you turn up when I start rhyming
This is what happens when I get lost in my mind, see?