[Verse 1]
Eyes, whats behind them is such a suprise
The thing there's whats making it drive
And the work of others is whats making it cry, but why
I can't withstand the wicked barrage of lies
How many times have I told people this world is cold
I wanted to die, wondering if they were even alive
But I guess I can get that though
Laid back in snow, life can get that cold
Remembering back in school I'd get told
That if I asked, I could probably get that hoe
Too bad that sh**'s over
Gave my heart away like I was a doner
Took it from me acting like the owner
Then went away, now I'm feeling like a loner
I know more now that i'm getting older
Too bad I got nothing to show for it
Girlfriend? No number, I can't even phone her
Dating me, wanting not to wanna try and bone her
(hugs and kisses but no bo*ers)
She gets that sh** from other stoners
Almost 2 years, does that not mean sh** to you
I'm pissed at you, Our relationships over
But it's not enough
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How many times have you left me in the dirt?
In the mud. How many times have you been getting me hurt?
How many times have I picked you off the ground?
In the mud. Saying I put you there, but you put me there first
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In the mud
(It's a very sad place to be)
In the mud
(very familiar place to me)
In the mud
(Broke me again can you not see)
In the mud
(I think it's time to leave)
[Verse 2]
Mouth, sweet words coming from within 'em
Like a serpent, spitting words like venom
What a comparison, because they just happen to have poison in 'em
The world gives you a vast choice of women
Natures anxiously pushing boys to get 'em
Puberty's a hell of a thing, acting like jerks, jerkin
Listen to rebellious noise to rev 'em
I make rebellious noise, hell of a choice
Grab ahold of this sh** fairly well and then hoist
The choice I hate the most in this world
Is giving a million second chances to this girl
But there's nothing that I can do
There's always been something bringing me back to, this hoe
Permanent like a tattoo
Laser it off doctor, please you have to
Because every time she's near I get an attitude
They look at me, saying no one's as mad at you
(Why you even mad? You're the one who cheated?)
Oh, you lie about the story, take some f**ing advice
You've been f**ing him, nice
Oh, you've been f**ing hime twice
Thrice, four, five, alright, can't count that high
And about that, I, quit, now goodbye b**h
[Chorus]
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[Verse 3]
Heart. Ripped out
If you try to enter. Get out
Stuck in the dark. So you can't even get out
I've never been better, if better was worse
Being a veteran hurts
Ended up in dirt, trying to be there for you
Made me carry you around when I tried to care for you
When I gave no f**s, I'd always have a spare for you
But that specific trait always seemed so rare for you
So imma end it
Not life, I mean our friendship
With our relationship, you'd be so reckless
You never seemed to care, out of boredom you would test it
You treated me less than
You loved me? B.S
b**h you played me, like a damn 3ds
Stepped on me, bloodstain on your adidas
Make me wish I wasn't born, Imma fetus
You took advantage of my niceness
Treated me like sh** as if I'd like this
[Chorus]
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