Beat by Slantize
Fit that needle in the vein like a molotov,
Swallow, cough, rinse and then pray to hallowed ya Gods,
Hollow out a hole in ya soul just to let it in,
Got a cold sweat when you're off those amphetmines,
I know I mispronounced that but the lesson still stands:
Beg your God for guidance but you're just one man,
So you're reaching out a hand to hold you through your time of need,
With no voice in your ear, 'cept my sharp-tongued speech.
With my heart-stained sleeves I'll just let my lungs breathe,
Cuz they formulate these verses, yeah they don't need me
So I'll set myself free, that's what I'll tell my friends,
But the vodka and the weed is just meaning to an end,
So baby don't pretend that you love me at my best,
And I'd give up holding on if it wasn't all that's left
And I'd give it all a rest, yeah I'd sleep beneath the earth,
So just guide me to the river and just cover me in dirt
Forgive me for the hurt, that I know I end up causing,
Cuz you look me in the eyes, and you always end up pausing,
It feels to me your taunting, when you whisper out those words,
And I don't know if I told you but they're losing all their worth,
So baby hit me first, cuz then it's self-defense,
Our life is made of sorrow and a little bit regret,
And I start to lose respect for all the things that I have done,
Confidence is key to me when this world it weighs a ton,
I've start to come undone, as is evidenced by tears,
And it's seems to me I'm weaker after all these f**ing years,
I'm influenced by peers, but they're all just stupid kids,
Cuz they've always got an answer but they don't know sh**,
So I'll think, and I'll sit, and I'll stand, and I'll crawl,
Every path I'm taking always ends up at a fall,
And maybe it's my calling just to lead a life of fault,
So I write it out in honesty but I'm rapping to a wall