I’d cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear
Of looking into a f**ing mirror
I see ugly, I don’t see a trace of me
Tell me it’s not true I’ll smile and f**ing disagree
I’d cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear
Of looking into a f**ing mirror
It might sound dramatic but it’s sincere
I’d do anything to look and have nothing appear
Distorted gla** shimmers through my spine
Warped reflections this body’s not f**ing mine
My face gets cold while the rest of me sweats
Cope with a bottle and two packs of cigarettes
Strung out and burnt up beyond repair
If I could see what you see I’d be fine I swear
But I don’t and I just f**ing can’t
I’m sorry for the bother, I didn’t mean to rant
I’d cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear
Of looking into a f**ing mirror
I see ugly, I don’t see a trace of me
Tell me it’s not true I’ll smile and f**ing disagree
I’d cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear
Of looking into a f**ing mirror
It might sound dramatic but it’s sincere
I’d do anything to look and have nothing appear
Dig at my face
Rip out my hair
Let’s start from scratch just in case
Claw at my skin
Dig at my face
Rip out my hair
I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
I’ll f**ing erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
This body’s not f**ing mine
This body’s not f**ing mine
I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase
I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase
I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase
I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase
Let’s start from scratch
Just in case
Claw at my skin
Dig at my face
Rip out my hair
Let’s start from scratch just in case
Claw at my skin
Dig at my face
Rip out my hair
I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase