[ Verse 1: S God ]
Tryna cope with the pain
Contemplate life as I kneel in the rain
I am a f** up that goes without saying
Not good enough I'm a burden, a bane
I don't deserve life, why am I here?
Things would be better if I disapeared
I wouldn't cause hurt
No one gets burnt
I'm good for nothing, I have zero worth
Don't belong on earth
f** is my purpose?
Always just f** up
My life is just worthless
The ones who claim love
Will just grow to hate me
Family, friends
Even the beautiful princess that dates me
sh**
I fear it'll happen
'Cause I'm not enough
There exists others that have better stuff
Better looks, more money
Can show a better time
Can take her more places and provide a better life
But f**
I hope that I'm wrong 'cause I want her forever
Got nothing in life if we're not together
My life got better 26th of November
I love her too much to lose her
But it doen't make sense why she wants me, I'm a loser
[ Verse 2: S God ]
Immature pesamist who cannot get a grip
Thinks of himself and making that money flip
Is not appreciative, would'nt listen even if it is the truth being preached to him
Offensive as sht
Never cares what he says
Would joke about something as f**ed up as d**h
Would joke about suicide everyday even though his mom told him she was on that pathway
Unempathetic, he's f**ing pathetic
Lazy as sh**, he's unenergetic
Thinks that he's owed sh**, just for existing
Only wants benifits, won't do the lifting
This person is f**ing dispicable see
The f**ed up part is that this person is me
[ Outro: S God ]
sh**
Maybe I am better off dead
So many times that thought has, you know, been in my head
'Cause I always f** everything up even though I try my best
My best isn't enough
I'll never be anything
I'm just gonna be a dissapointment for the rest of my life, to everyone
f**