Falling, ooh
F-falling
I look at my life
And the skies have turned grey
I don't know what to do
Sometimes I want to run away
But I made it yes I made it
Thought the storm through the rain
I had to face it
Ooooh
Yeeeyaa, fame
Yeyeyey I made it
Embarra**ed at what I said before yo today my moods still change
Is it the weather being good or bad or is it all up in my own brain
See people I have depression but you don't know the real me
You come from something too but in reality that's all you see
Screw your need to get it, you stroke my ego raw
I know I've made mistakes but if Grey was all you saw
Why didn't you reach out, say Hey Jana look at you
I'm coming off judgmental my own personal issue
I look at my life
And the skies have turned grey
I don't know what to do
Sometimes I want to run away
But I made it yes I made it
Thought the storm through the rain
I had to face it
Ooooh
Yeeeyaa, fame
Yeyeyey I made it
Yo I have no problem being right, confident as hell all the time
It helped me to get up here and spit at you my rhyme
Yo, I'm yelling, dawg, I'm sick, these voices, I can't think
Everyone's a critic, I had to see a shrink
I shrunk into myself and looked, lost the weight, and got clean
Thanks to you I've made some changes, team, you alone know what I mean
I sent myself to treatment 3 times and hit the floor
Took those f**ing needles bravely, you all showed me the door
I look at my life
And the skies have turned grey
I don't know what to do
Sometimes I want to run away
But I made it yes I made it
Thought the storm through the rain
I had to face it
Ooooh
Yeeeyaa, fame
Yeyeyey I made it
Now I'm not pissed, I'm furious, who needed to be right
I'm your latest a**essment, how do you sleep at night?
The air is changing ladies and gents, you'll get used to it
When the day comes when they turn on you
I can say sh** to f**ing stop it
Cus now I am stronger, don't throw my words around lightly
The fact is you were waiting for me to take it so come and bite me
I opened my eyes
And the sky had turned
In a white cloud
Gray I learned
There was words in hail
Quiet in rain
Silence in knowing
I had left the pain
I look at my life
And the skies have turned grey
I don't know what to do
Sometimes I want to run away
But I made it yes I made it
Thought the storm through the rain
I had to face it
Ooooh
Yeeeyaa, fame
Yeyeyey I made it
I look at my life
And the skies have turned grey
I don't know what to do
Sometimes I want to run away
But I made it yes I made it
Thought the storm through the rain
I had to face it
Ooooh
Yeeeyaa, fame
Yeyeyey I made it