[Intro: Novi Novak]
I like that right there
We can roll with that
So I go
And i suppose my heart done froze
What'd I say?
That's the life I chose
[Verse 1: Novi Novak]
So much to talk about, I don't know where to start
Was in the light but I wound up in the dark
I played my part, yes I did
I make my art, that's how I live
Just blown from the stress that I know I can't handle
And I confess I feel it flicker my candle
But I'm all good
Yeah I'm all good
But
Ay, that pain don't go away
That hurt live here
And I'm neighbours with the trouble, so he always be near
I'm still poorer than a b**h but I'm morally rich
It took my life to learn this and so I wouldn't even switch
Keep your money
I'd rather hate you than hate myself
And walk around feeling funny, only held up by the wealth
It's a long f**ing road from here to blessed
And I suppose my quest in this beautiful mess
[Hook: Novi Novak]
I suppose in this life I know
There's only so many routes to go
So I go
Down that road
And I suppose my heart done froze
And nobody 'round me knows
But that's the life I chose
Goddamn it's cold
[Verse 2: Novi Novak]
And to my father, who's been gone 20 plus years
Is it your fault I've built so many fears?
No father figure to figure who's looking back in these mirrors
Or differentiate a man and child's tears
I fear, I got the substance right here, because the abuse
So I'm allowed to fail but what's your excuse?
They say it takes pain to progress
But I promise my progression don't show
How much pain I possess
Cause I'm a man out here, but a child at heart
Take every beat and finger paint my art
Check the chart, underdog, no swings or parks
Got my script but won't play that part
For these vulturious sharks
So day to day, they still don't believe in me
And honestly it's been eating me alive recently
So it's hard for me to even be around where some people be
They say I worry too much, I'm just who I need to be
Cause it's my life
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[Verse 3: Novi Novak]
Now I, see rivers of green and sh** like that
The other side of the fence but I can't get back
I feel like life has changed and I hate that fact
But now I, I freestyle sing and you ain't know that
And it'll sound like this, it comes out like that
I gotta little bit of this and a little bit of track
That
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