[Intro]
f**ing bullsh**
Yeah, wa**up?
Check, mic check
[Verse]
I left the town and my mind just wants the summer now
It's crazy how I'm on my own, man it's been a while
But now I got this pain, so I go to Mary Jane
To numb me down, numb me down
Yeah, to numb me down
I've hit the ground, hit the ground
Yeah, I've hit the ground
I smashed my head, got put to bed
I think I'm different somehow
I swear I'm tripping way out
And when I sleep, I never dream
But when I'm up, it's like I'm dreaming somehow
I don't believe this sh** now
And I am heavily medicated
Never feel I'm situated
I could be sedated and have all this be a dream
Yeah, it all could be a dream
Cause one day I woke up and I just felt so in-between
Like I could talk as a different person
He didn't know what was worth it
My mind wasn't working and I felt like I was drowning
But when I swam to the surface
He was the surface
And His purpose, made me f**ing nervous
And I got no courage, so I just went with the flow
But that was a mistake a
And you saw a change in me, so I got to changing me
What it takes? What will it take?
Cause now this other part of me really hates what I became
Man, what have I become?
I feel so f**ing dumb
I am so fed up with my mess ups
I gotta get up and get control
And murder what I wrote
Cause I ain't seen the real me in a f**ing minute
I just these see entities
And they manipulated you cause they look like me
But I think I'm saving you—from we
I think I'm saving you—from we
I'm the subject that subjects to this sh**
Ty and Supermån always going at it
Maybe this time alone will show
The way we're supposed to f**in' go
[Interlude]
From here, from here
No way from here, no way from here
From here, from here
[Outro]
S: I mean like, now, there's really nothing left to do but to go get this sh**. Like, I say that I want to go get it and I should just go get it. Right? You feel me? There's nothing left to do but go get it...
Y: (chuckles) So go get it n***a...