[Intro: Apollo]
We got the Skywalker OG
That's the motivation
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[Verse 1: Apollo]
Ugliest n***a to ever be on an open mic
Ugliest person still complimented for pretty mind
Beautiful thoughts out here roaming
I told y'all I wasn't golden
The people said that I love you
Still ended in my demise
Girls telling me I'm artsy hardly
Honestly I'm more self-harming
Ungodly I know it
But I ain't afraid to show it this time
I'm just trynna save my own life
But what's a hero to do
When you look like the villain
I would take that bullet
And jump in a burning building
Only just for me to see fear in your eyes
But I'm better than that
Think that I'm different this flight
But how could you trust me
I'm really just another junkie
Addicted to fighting evil
Tormented by all my foes
A criminal to the system
By trying to save the world
Damn
I'm still my biggest enemy
Wonder who gon' win
My verses been all clean
But won't ever tell they friends
If I dirty the sh**s up
Can I get a listen?
Dr. Lipschitz
With a twist
Pushing records
Like they bricks oo
Always got your back like a JanSport (yeah)
I'm just seeing everything in fast forward (damn)
I ain't even gotta use my last form (man)
Swimming on the beat like a backstroke (sheesh)
My boy Ghost got the isms
Put that in your blunt
Roll it up
Smoke your schisms
Tweaking off the purple
Got me seeing through a prism
If you ever need a hug
Hit me up I know the feeling like
Ugliest person I been lonely
Ugliest n***a that you see up in the sky
Like a flower in dark room
Young Black Skywalker out here
Trynna find a path to the other side like damn
[Verse 2: dJ Ghost]
And who's gonna love an ugly n***a like me?
And who's gonna love an skinny n***a like me?
I've been trying to outrun my demons
But they always seep in
Can't drown in the deep end
Creeping self-doubt because of clout
Like you want a free shirt but I can't get a retweet
Got my stress on repeat, total recall
Like what am I doing this for?
I can't be the only one freaking out
I wish things were back to the way they was
But the pride is too high to reconcile
Better off this way than living a lie
So I gotta devise a plan
To break these yellow straight jackets
Restraints on my brain since FASET
Break the chains and defy the masters
Vilified for my actions, but I only rise
As I levitate to the sky
Yet they're scheming on my fall
Never take it as a loss
Just gotta dust it off
Cuz enemies have switch sides
Plotting on us, they only waste time
Transcending my mindset
Just look at the progress
That's why I'm celebrating
Tip toeing 20 yards out from the end zone
Milly rocking on my foes like whoa
Got Dimond looking like the Black Jimmy Olson (oh)
Speed force flows like my boots are golden (yuh)
Y'all a bunch of phonies like your name is Holden (damn)
Got metal in my bars like I'm Logan (wrist)
Been sonning these Thor's like I'm Odin (sheesh)
Ugliest n***a, I'm been lonely
Ugliest n***a, but I'm just talking
Ugliest n***a, but you're still listening
It's only the beginning
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