I learned how to love from all the wrong songs
Those hopeless self-deprecating monologues
And the times where it felt like nothing was wrong felt wrong
So out of this moment together at last
Fading through brain cells rolling in the gra**
When there was no reason to hide we'd still hide
I woke up drenched in sweat again
Then it hit me I always have been
Oh I'm a little less put together
Oh it's not getting any better
I woke up so embarra**ed by my lack of progress
I will be alright
I fell for a sign in a momentary lapse of judgement waiting for you to collapse
And when we ignored other signs it was fine
Listening for pitch as im talking in my sleep you can hit the switch if you want the guarantee