First time i saw you
My heart skipped a beat
First time i held your hand
I shaked like a leaf
It didn't have to come to this, if you had just leaved it alone
I never wanted you to see what i've kept inside of me
There is a darkness inside of me, eating on me from within
I never thought i would be like this, scared to fall down
I don't see a way
I could become whole
I hate what i've become
There is a darkness inside of me, eating on me from within
I never thought i would be like this, scared of myself to burst
The nights grow longer and longer. It's getting darker every day
This time of year everything's dying
This is the first day of the rest of my life
Yesterday was the last day of a life together with you
First time i saw you my heart skipped a beat
I think i'm losing all that was me
First time we held hands i shaked like a leaf
All this time you wasted on me, i can't give it back
I think i'm losing what you liked about me
What you liked about me
First time i saw you
My heart skipped a beat
And for each day that goes we drift further
I think i'm losing what i used to be
I think i'm losing my personality
And for each day that goes we drift further
You should never see this side of me
I don't want you to see what i turned out to be
This is the last day i will look you in the eyes
Tomorrow won't be the day you will see what i wished to be
I can still see you on the shore
I keep drifting further from you
And i watch you as i'm floating