a voice screaming out your name
surely it will not reach you my voice
but for now i am okay
someday in my heart you will
tonight too i will dream a dream of you
beneath my pillow I placed your letter
my dream is too cruel my breathing interrupted
always at 4:30am i awaken in pain
the time is too long
the time is too painful
the dream will not stop
my love is frozen dead
on this cold evening
so, in this long night
my consciousness is torn apart
becoming tiny pieces
my memories scattering
your ring i grasp it as tightly as i can
my tears soaking my pillow
like i cannot hear blocked up my ears
your voice
the scar on my wrist increasing once more
melting into the wound you
i am broken the letter burnt becoming ashes
i am broken my heart broken becoming ashes
i am broken i lost you i love you