I'm on a holiday wasting my time away
Writing a book on you born on a holiday
In the december snow wasting my time away
Writing a book on you born on a holiday
Somewhere in this song
A little clue to something (clue to something)
Parts of it seem over now
You expect a real solution (real solution)
I've got to go with what i know
Taking it on holiday away
I've done my share of d** (they drag me down)
I've done my share of speed (it kept me up)
I've had the strangest love (it's all i need)
I've had the things i need (i need it now)
When everything seems wrong
I need to look to something (look to something)
People outside inside staying
Out for nothing (out for nothing)
And if you're in i can't let go
Short of the long holiday
I think you know what i've been saying
When there's nothing left to all
The colors that you sprayed upon it
Pa**ing judgment on my life
You never really got it right
I can't believe in anything
I don't believe in anything
Do you believe in anything
Do you believe me now
Look like jesus christ
Act like jesus christ i know
Here's your jesus christ
I'm your jesus christ i know
Bleeding to d**h again (my bleeding heart)
Stuck in the heart again (goes out to you)
Somebody nail my hands (i needed pain)
Somebody take my hand (i bleed again)
I knew it all along and now
We're screwed forever (screwed forever)
Shake these demons off my back
And i can make it better (make it better)
But i can't go on knowing i am
Permanent on this holiday
I think you know what i am saying
I became the big disgrace
I know that i'm the ugly face
I need some time to reconcile
I need some time to heal a while
You'll be sorry when i'm gone
I guess you knew this all along