[Verse 1] Waking up alone
In a silhouetted room
Filled with bitterness
‘Cause I think about it too
I’d rather be in my skin
‘Cause I’m [?] in
I try to rea**ess my outlook
But where the f** do I begin?
[Chorus] ‘Cause everything I ever wanted
Never fell into my hands
And everything I ever longed for
Never turned out how I planned
To be so independent
I never thought that I could end up here
A boy with nothing, honest
Just an empty shell that’s filled with fear
(I never had a [?])
[Verse 2] And I’ve never really had the guts to stay
Or care about the panic I’ve seen
I’m tearing myself apart at the seams
I try to stitch myself back
But right now I like the way it feels
[Chorus] Everything I ever wanted
Never fell into my hands
And everything I ever longed for
Never turned out how I planned
To be so independent
I never thought that I could end up here
A boy with nothing, honest
Just an empty shell that’s filled with fear
‘Cause everything I ever wanted
Never fell into my hands
And everything I ever longed for
Never turned out how I planned
To be so independent
I never thought that I could end up here
A boy with nothing, honest
Just an empty shell that’s filled with fear