Well it's clear
I'll never find it again
Searching for a promised land
Or for a dream I had
Or for the interface I never knew
And I've gotta believe for I know it to be true
Trying so hard to alleviate
But in the end well I just wanna escape
It's just a rumour, another dead end
But would I know it if i found it again
Now I'm so so tired like I've never been before
Wanna sleep then awake when the world's reborn
Losing all belief as the end grows near
And destroying all the memories of bygone years
Forcing time illusion as you're reaching for the door
And discovering the faith that we'd all ignored
Like a selfless vision all the times before
Well believe when I say I can't take it anymore
Now I know
I'll never find it again
Probably didn't want it anyway
And I'm sure
It's just another dead end
Never could believe the things you say
The tempered misery of solitude
Like an addiction that I can't refuse
And in the moments when they speak to me
You'll never know how much I want to believe
Oh the last days
Moving through a narrow maze
Intervention's gone
That divinity you've never known
Learning how the light seeps
As you find yourself surrendering to sleep
Never thought I'd sink so low
Crying softly as you spread your wings and go
Desire keeps me moving on
That and the suspicion that I've always been wrong
As eternity ascends
Into the moment that you'll never live again
I'm sick of waiting for the light to fade
Don't want to live the dawn of yet another day
But if I left here then where would I go
It could destroy me and i'd never even know
Keepin' on
Like a glimmer in the haze
Like the better end of days
Assuming that it's limited
Lethal and coveted
Come and see for the first time
All that you've been searching for but never could find