I feel alone in a world were nobody knows me
Like a leper at the gates of the city you won't hold me
Being my one and only not being the one who owns me
Its funny how you show me no fear of being lonely
But we'll see what happens when there's no submission
When you're the captain of this ship
And I just won't listen
As if I just happened to get out of this stone prison
Why you laughing at my feelings right now
Like you won't miss them
It's just another blow to the heart
Like you know when to start hitting
Cus my shoulders will drop
Holding a rock frozen till you've open the spot
Now you throwing the rock
Hoping to have opened the lock
Hold up stop while you take advantage of my defense
You're damaging my reflex I can't manage my secrets
When I'm standing on regrets deeper than sea gets
I'm weak from the sleepless nights speaking on respect
Just seeing how we get when we let loose
I'm me feeling like we reject to see that truth
It's the evidence the proof that we're hesitant to use
Instead of getting a win it'd be better to let us loose
And whether your looking cool like who's to blame
Or pressuring me to choose which rules to change
I'm forever your tool in this useless game
Together baring the wound of a useless pain
Goodbye
I wish I had the courage to say to you
All the words in this song I play for you
Goodbye
I wish I had the courage to say to you
All the words in this song I play for you
Alright forget it lets get deeper
You ain't thinking forever so I ain't either
But yo I'm scared to be alone so I just can't leave ya
There I said it yeah its pathetic but I can't deceive ya
And I don't believe ya being in the moment ain't right
Yo a moments just a second when your hoping for life
And I know you don't agree
But when your older you might
I don't mean to condescend you
I'm just showing you light
And this advice I should take with me
After we break quickly
Walk in the opposite way
All for my sake simply
So my escape will be easier to make
In me I lack the strength to leave
Even when you're aching me
I know it's taken me a while to say this
I'd smile and say yes and try to look painless
Relying on my eyes more while using my brain less
You knew I was your fan base 'cause beauty is famous
So blame us exclusively abusively we grew to be
The two who soon will be
Singing tunes on how things use to be
When I was choosing you
But you weren't really choosing me
But now I see we're through
You don't love me your just use to me
And our excuse will be how we remained strangers
And the proof will be written in the same language
The same you the same me the same us
Now that we understand this truth lets let it change us
Good bye
I wish I had the courage to say to you
All the words in this song I play for you
Goodbye
I wish I had the courage to say to you
All the words in this song I play for you
Goodbye
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