She said she hates my smile
Well, I faked it all
I could be beautiful
But I don't think I wanna be beautiful
I think I wanna be unusual
I think I wanna breathe in pure gold
I don't think I want to breathe at
Don't think I want to breathe at
Don't think I want to breathe at all
After every single lie I told
You'd think you'd know that I don't have a soul
I'm painting like a Warhol with my words
You're certain I am all alone
All I know is cold, she f**s like ice
She aches and she tastes like Ritalin, so beautiful
I think I wanna breathe in pure gold
I don't think I wanna breathe at all
Distance me, you're so consistently all I need
I'm gone now, I'm gone now, she did it again
She's strung out and begging but
I'm not listening, I've been resisting the air I breathe
I'm gone now, I'm gone now, she did it again
I'm strung out, strung out and buried again
I'm finally alive, I feed my nose, I'm coping
f** what you've been told
And I've been on the road to no one
She's at home far from sober and alone
She stares so cold with bloodstained eyes
She aches as she main lines the Ritalin, so beautiful
I think I wanna be unusual
I don't think I wanna breathe at all
Distance me, you're so consistently all I need
I'm gone now, I'm gone now, she did it again
She's strung out and begging but
I'm not listening, I've been resisting the air I breathe
I'm gone now, I'm gone now, she did it again
I'm strung out and buried
How do I tell them I'm the sh**?
I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know, I know
I'll give you a taste of fame 'cause I know you'll give it all to me
Don't use names, it will hit me like reality
Something we don't need
I know I'm more like carcinoma than a modern day Casanova
Won't you come over here? Baby, come over here
She wants to play a little misfit mindgame
Her top is off, she's whispering my name
No, never stop, never stop, don't look at me
Make love to my bed frame
Distance me, you're so consistently all I need
I'm gone now, I'm gone now, she did it again
She's strung out and begging but
I'm not listening, I've been resisting the air I breathe