I've been living my life all wrong
Bled out and let down
Drowned by my fear and doubt
I've gotta find a way out
Sin after sin
Night after night
I'm ruining my whole life
Another drink for the pain
Another pill to sleep at night
I don't know how long I'll survive
Everyday I'm criticized
Torn to to shreds
By the leeches
The ones with no spine
I feel so broken
I feel so cold
I've done all I can
To stay true to myself
Over and over im told that im nothing
Over and over im told that it
I will fail
But I'm not doing this for you
I'm doing it for me and the ones who believe
Don't you dare stand in my way
Just remember my name
Every line I write
Every word I speak
There's always one of you there to judge me
Just let me be me
I won't give this up
I won't let it die
I've been pushing for my whole life
And if you think I'm sorry
f** you I'm not!
Just an outcast
In dead least
A lost cause
There's no hope
Now I empty every feeling onto this sheet
This pen is my weapon
I'll make this world my own
You won't stop me
Fear is the only thing that I've ever known
Pain is the only thing that ever made me grow
Living in a world where there's always no hope
I found a way to cope but you think it's just a joke
Fear is the only thing that I know pain is the only thing that made me grow
Living in a world where there's always no hope
I found a way to cope but you think it's just a joke
Everyday I stand here pushing and fighting for my dream
Giving everything I have to be something
Something more than average
Something more than fake
You can't take a f**in thing away from me
Your words will not stand in my way
At the end of the day
I will not amount to nothing
Every line line I write
Every word I speak
Every line I write
Every word I speak
There's always one of you there to judge me
Just let me be me
I won't give this up
I won't let it die
I've been pushing for my whole life
So if you think I'm sorry
f** you I'm not!