VERSE 1
i forgot your f**ing birthday two years in a row
the first time it happened, didn't want to watch p**n alone
we were in different zip codes, called your cellular phone
you were sipping patron, candles already blown
of course you were pissed, you shouted out “what the f** is this?”
“it's my birthday b**h, don't be calling me horny and stupid”
shoulda dumped me then, signed me up for ok cupid
i don't why but you kept me on the line to my surprise
and then that second time, we'd already broken up
shows how much i'd already f**ed up
scrolling on my newsfeed, when all of a sudden you popped up
and your friends i'd seen when i visited you for a week,
showered your profile with keyboard smiles,
“i love you”s, and “haven't seen you in a while”s
and a wave of denial hit, like a pile of bricks
all i could do was sit in a pool of my own bullsh**
and all the lies i had equipped for a moment just like this
they weren't of any help as I felt guilt settle into myself
we talked about love, we talked about divinity
if i could talk to you now, it'd be to get rid of me
CHORUS
i'm sorry
i can't love you anymore
i said i'm sorry
i can't love you anymore
VERSE 2
i've written a thousand verses, slung a thousand curses
all of them sound like the same sermon at the same churches
same flow, same rhyme scheme, same ending line
same beginning and same subject every time
it's a crime the way i design what's mine
i make identical mistakes, never learn after the ninth f**ing time
i make promises after i get high, i'll never smoke again
and then two hours later, shrug it off, say, “i'll just smoke with friends”
i'm a piece of sh**, how the hell did you put up with it?
i made you feel ugly and ashamed yet said i was the victim to the game
looks like i've opened the same f**ing vein
i hope i die in vain and you forget my name
cause I'd say you're beautiful, you're so mesmerizing
but i need a trophy wife so this isn't good timing
i'll say you're perfect, and yes, you're the only one
but i need to f** a girl or two before i can put the ring on
and over and over, and on and on til everyone i've ever loved is gone
and all i have are my sh**ty songs
when compared to my vices, i'm just a witty pawn
so on this february 3rd, i'll wish you a happy birthday
and i'll be gone
CHORUS
i'm sorry
i can't love you anymore
i said i'm sorry
i can't love you anymore
CHORUS
now baby, don't be sad
i can't love you
i won't love you
i don't love you
OUTRO
anymore