I'm sick of living in this family of disgrace
That's why I try so hard to make my self erase
And hope to god I ll vanish without a trace
I can't believe you can't see this pain on my face
As I try to find my way out of this hellish place
Darkness is all I can taste
Your the one that tore our friendship apart
Trying to k** what's left of my broken heart
How did this all f**ing start?
It hurts me really bad..
How did our family end up so sad?
Since the d**h of uncle stace
My life has been hard to embrace
I keep hoping to god
That this is just another phase
But 1 by 1 my family disappeared without a trace
And before I knew it the rest of them switched & went straight b**h!
Like some one flipped a light switch
If Am I so hated Then why was I even created?
I admit I might of f**ed up here or there
But f** you co*k s**ers I'll always be there for you
No matter the bull sh** you do. Get the f**ing clue!
Only if you mother f**ers knew how bad you really hurt me
And the day my little brother died
I bet you prefer it was me
f**, I wish it was me to
Cause that's what family's do
But I'm just me
And that's all I can be