What is this?
How did our love life become a mess
You barely can look at me or give me a kiss
All I hear from you is how to dis
And I once to call you my mrs
I guess our love has been dismissed
So you know thanks to you I felt blessed
And you are one I will forever miss
You're the one that said you hate this place
You're the one that says your life you want to erase
Deni it if you want, while you hide all your pain behind your face
I'm sorry I made you regret the family we did make
I'm sorry I filled your heart full of hate
I thought I was your soul mate
But instead i make you feel trapped in a gate
To the point you wanna seal your fate
You telling me "I'm falling out of love with you."
No matter how hard i try to fix this issue
Cuz i know some were deep down I still love you
I just wish it wasen't to late and you would get the f**in clue
How bad you f**ing hurt me And I just wish you f**in knew
Guess were not ment to be, who would of knew
Sorry your love you think died
And i guess this is good bye
Till we meet again
I hope your life goes fine
Now let me defend you. Who i ended up to be
Makes both of us sick
Treating you like a worthless dick
I guess i'm a prick
And if you try to stand up, I tell you to shut up before you get f**ed up
I don't know why i do it, I guess i'm just f**ed up
I know I deserved to be Locked up
No one will ever f**ing understand me
No one can help me, not eve 7 cups of tea
I'm more f**ed up then anyone thought me to be
I'm sick of pleading for help as i'm down on my knee's
Asking for any mother f** that will listen
I need help!
PLEASE! Save me!
Before I go hang myself with a belt
I shouldn't be so sad
I shouldn't be so mad
To 3 i'm a dad
I should be f**in Glad
But instead I write sh** so sad
f**!!!
Whats wrong with my head?
I think about what has all gone wrong as i lay in bed
To the point I want to grab a gun and put a bullet through my head
Make all your wishes come true and make me dead
On these walls my brain's will be splattered
My whole life is beyond shattered
I Lost all that has ever mattered
All cuz i hate who i am i'm not the same
No one will ever understand the pain that runs through my brain
This life has nothing more for me to gain
This pain hurts me more ever...
So tonight I write the rap as my letter
Tomorrow i'll make all your lives better
Love you and miss you forever