The worst part about this is being so alone The train is cold but it feels more like a home Everyone in this town is getting old The lonely are starting to feel it in their bones And I know that someday I'll be there too And we'll say Step back dear Mother, and please don't say my name Because it's starting to k** me Step back dear Mother, and please don't say my name I am the ocean, a deeply divided soul You are the anchor that sinks me like a stone The feelings are lost in the pull of an undertow I'll paint them black, all the colors I let go
And I know that someday I'll be dead too And we'll say Step back dear Mother, and please don't say my name Because it's starting to k** me Oh, step back dear Mother, and please don't say my name Because I've already left this town And it's already washed away And you've already lost me I won't waste your breath I just had to get out of this mess: Who I've been since the middle of summer There burns a flame in me Between the Devil and the deep blue sea And I am not ready to join him