I feel the hysteria breaking
My mind is altercating
I try to rediscover
That there is no other
But something interferes
My past and all of those years
Why did I slip back into how it was before?
Going further down below
This spiral twisting inside of me
Please and take me from these lies
The past and all that I despise
Come rescue
With these feelings that we share
The hopes and dreams I cannot bear
You're all I need
Subduing cries
Beyond demise
Can you believe
Why is it me
Confined and bound, forced to the ground
Facing fears without a tear
It's complicating, but you're facilitating
The forward progression of my soul
Given the situation, it's a revelation
That you can be so patient here
To wait until it subsides
Until I heal all the lies
For you to see
See what's beneath
Voices whispering through my head
Nights I always seem to dread
With each cross I've chosen to bear
The choice is clear
I know you're not to blame, but I am so ashamed
It seems my forward progression is near
It seems to change perspective now
It seems to change