[Intro]
[Verse 1: Lsdrew]
My dad off the d**
Watched the coke eat his nose
And he kept a rag on him so it won't bleed his clothes
Always leaking..
He was always f**ing leaking
I was just a kid so i didn't know my dad was tweakin
fu*kING ADDICT!
Can't blaim him
Guess thats where i get my savage
I got habits
I got habits
I got tablets of them d** in my system
And even if i die
I know you wouldn't miss me
[Verse 2: Lsdrew]
I dropped out of school
Fell victim to the system
College was a lie, I'll follow my intuition
Fake friends always switchin
Get the f** up out my mentions
Now you see me poppin like i give a damn about your friendship
f** you, and everything you stand for!
You're dead to me
Your grave i will trample
And i never had some love for a damn hoe
So baby please..
Just leave me alone
The ghosts of my past are catching up
I mash on the gas never buckled up
Praying i don't crash, I been acting up
Cause i won't see God
I think i'm blacking out
Time to be judged no backing out
I know I've done wrong i'm repenting in this song so
So just give me a second chance
Before i ask the Devil for a second dance...
[Verse 3: Lsdrew]
f** love i'm heartless
I'm hungry
I'm starvin
You reap what you sow
Well i guess it's just started
The truths of my past and the dearly departed
The depths of my sins and the wake of my sorrows
I'm depressed and lonely
In love with my best friend
I'm phony
I'm cloning the best
Got no time for rest
I'm sleepy, insomnia creeping
The ache in my bones gots me weeping
I'm tired of breathing
Just please stop the beating
The beat of my heart
I need it to stop
Deceased in a box
You're better off not..
Knowing my pleasures
The guilt of a sinner
There is no forgiveness or a crown with splinters
I take back what i did
I know what i'm worth
The scum of the earth
The stain on your shirt
Just throw me away so i won't have to hurt
I'm drained from the thought of this rap sh**
It's hard to believe we're not average
Cause truthfully i feel like baggage
Just slowing us down
Just holding them back
2 future legends, I'll pick up my slack
I'll pick up our flag cause it's time we attack
Attack all the fakes
b**h we're after the greats
The Pac's and the Biggies
No more time for mistakes