Is it wrong of me to wish you were here beside me?
After all that I've done to you
I've got no one to blame for myself for what has come to be
And yet I can't forgive me
I wanted nothing but the best
Then I showed you all the hate in my heart
And threw your love away just like the rest
Now I can't hide my sorrow, can't hide my pain
Can't hide my sorrow, can't hide my pain
I just need tomorrow to ease the strain
Because in time all wounds will heal
There is no hope for me cause I'm still bleeding
I'm still bleeding!
Is it wrong of me to wish you were here beside me?
After all that I've done to you
I've got no one to blame for myself for what has come to be
And yet I can't forgive me
I wanted something more than this
I wanted peace of mind instead of troubled times
I can't cope, lay me down to rest
I've spent too many nights trying to pick up the pieces
Too many nights trying to reason why
These self-inflicted wounds, I fear they will not heal
I pray for scars, I pray for scars
Still can't hide my sorrow, can't hide my pain
And I can't live for tomorrow because my wounds won't heal
There are secrets that I keep for myself
I can't trust my mental health
To stay sane knowing the things that I've done
Is a day to day battle, one that I've never won
Do you think I want to feel this way?
That I choose to live a life that causes so much pain?
I think about you and I can't help but feel all alone
Because i'm dead to you, cause you're not coming home
You're not coming home
You're not coming home